I'm use to it...

Really last night was fun I saw a movie with people only I have to the movie was boring. Then we all didn't know what to do so we all went around for the busses people took. Although I have to walk most of the time.

well then I was just walking with Salman. Geez he wants to know way to much plus I told yet again something I regret already. I can never say what I wanna say though talking about love you know I don't like it..well when I have to talk it doesn't work I can't say much anymore.

I try to block everything out so when I have to think about it I'm not prepared. Yeah.... I guess I hide my fears very well... Somtimes when all though thoughts come bake I do break inside I'm not the robot you think I am. But I am use to being this way now I can't show tears I maybe never well intill one day I held it to long then I break in half and I can't fix my self anymore then what? Then I just.............