The nightmare

It feels like when I'm in school lost it all one big dreams but I can never wake up from. I'm dieing of loneliness. I feel so bad for hating it there and I feel worse for being jealous of the others in there schools not having any trouble at school... empty empty empty ect. I hope that it gets better but odds are I well be that ghost that you see but you well never notice....

I feel this welll be harder and harder over time..I want some one to save me I have math but I can't pull my self to do it.