I was thinking

I was thinking what he said... He said if I wanted to to do something like jump off I should talk to him.. But I can't really be sad when I talk to him I'm not allowed. I somtimes wonder if peopel read this would they know what I'm talking about,

I guess it doesn't matter too much yesterday I cut myself so deep its still hurting but it is a release
I can't help myself...somtime when I get really depressed- It will just git worse..