I'm still here.

I'm still here and I seem to be alive even though it doesn't seem like it. My eyes look really dead and tired. I am infact relly tired I didn't sleep much last night my 8balls fault. I was asking it Well I do good at school tomorrow? It said I have my doubts, I asked will things be better for me in the futuer? Are you kidding! Will have to end it all? Yes ... Its an evil 8ball anyway I really wonder if I can do this.......

I'm trying my best just to take care of myself alone. I wonder if I lied yesturday? I did say I would never kil my self becouse I had them but I mean this place makes me feel so down I feel like crying even though I would never in such a place, where I am now. I guess I well have to chat with my friends agian tonight. I will gather my strangth......

Just thinking about it makes me smile. However the bullies are allways so troublesom nothing I can't handle though.
I have been trying not to skip classses so much..

I really hope that I get away from here....
I really hope that see people over the week. I need them or else I can't fix myself.
I'm trying to fix myself just to break agian.