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Not much going on to day I guess I'll see what CJs up even though its not good If I get pulled back in but I hate going shopping alone. Its really lonely!! Sunday morning is playing by No Doubt.

What should I do?? I hate asking people I do it sometimes but end up getting no or people flake out right before I go... Its troublesome to find close good friends. I found out Tokio Hotel is gonna come to Sweden. and I should go but again I always end up alone last time I took a chance and asked random girl when it started and got to join them. I hate going to thing myself for real.


For real I'm not jealous of people because I see every one the same but with different lifes... Only one person I envy because she has a good clean nothing wrong life at all. She could climb trees and was nice to every one she was my first best friend before I knew anyone anywhere. I don't really remember her name, but I mean it was a long time ago and She moved away. I never saw her again....>.> I said to myself never again well I let that happen it hasn't happened yet anyways.

I well give it to say 2 then I'll go alone or not, well see.