I feel so stupid

I hate this world and how right I am. I knew he would blow me off at the last minute. T_T I regret it. I always feel so alone People wanted to hang out and I said no because he was gonna come so now I feel stupid!!
It fucking serves me right to have believed in him in the first place. This is why I don't trust people....I can't stop my stupid tears now.

They make me feel so bad, The worst part I'm breaking and all I can think about is how nice it would be if I just died.. I don't have anyone I can talk to about how I feel, So I always end up bottling up my bad, sad emotions :.( I should have listened to myself and went with Fia..........I feel so empty at school, now at home? whf its so pose to be one or the other not both!