not really

Tomorrow I start in art so I can hardly wait or breath. I was kinda down just a min ago for the fact that I'm like some girl in some book and even though some things are the same,,Some things are not! I just have to find a reason.

Well I guess things are going a little ok right now witch means something well go wrong.
I'm not crazy I just know how the world works. With my health in the way and taking the pill that makes me do better in school but not for my heart. So its ether be normal and I make make my self study like other people, or I can I can not take it and not risk my heart rate going to fast. ether way I lose; ehh I'm getting paranoid To me people play to many head games..Well I guess I kind of start them >.< Standing on my toe's Smile, behave stay quite but not silent. So many things to remember. The only reason I'm still writing here is because.....