yep I'm late

I should write more. Ok for the past week its been fun I had threes partys to with more of my tougher friends and one with my good old juging freinds.. I love the people. Any way as partys go there all good. I'm sitting in class tonight I gotta git the FC I can't forget or be lazy grr.

I have been writing in my school books more then here, but thats only because I get bored super much in class. Its easyer writing stuff in it. I men I can write down all my thoughts. like umm I love fall and leafs I like that I got a new band just by saerching for random things. Its not bad being obbsessed with thing but its not good eather. I wish Hanna would tell me when the halloween thing was....I should get in video camra! I hope this class ends soon then I can go home.

Its always so boring on days like this omg I gotta ask what he ment!! O.O its probley a bad habbit what I'm doing but right now I don't mind>.< Damnit he said something...........Boring boring boring. The people are too noicy. I never speak to anyone inless they speak to me.

I wear my headphone all day I don't turn them off, and I know its sad Its been along time I havn't made any friends here.. The worst thing is I know some of them know I'm falling apart and feel sorry for me.

I don't get it much... I make friend easy but only in english, really easy too but when I speak swedish I die. >.> When I was little I use to say "I'm gonna run away somday and I won't look back". now days it wouldn't work out even if I trided. I care too much for people.

I do understand why so many teens kill them selfs here though. Its tough being alone. But they are selfsh too, becauseits not fair that someone has to go through losing some one just because your tired of life and you think its too hard.. Besides NO ONE SHOULD DIE ALONE!