Am I really?

I'm so lost right now. I thought that if everyone was happy I will too... But I know I won't deep down. I really do need my friends to help me to get happiness. I feel alone more then ever now that did something changing. gehh I know its nothing everything well go up if this is down. I just have to wait it out.


I'm so worried that one day I will fall and I won't be able to get myself back up.